First time back to New Campus ;DNew school looks pretty nice ;D Except for some of the dark colours used. The colours just make the whole atmosphere feel a little dense. Honestly, when you see the appearance of the school, it gives me that kind of unhappy mood because of the dark colours used. Nevermind nevermind, I'm sure the school has a good reason for using those colours. Nothing to be upset about. Oh oh, and when standing at the ground level, I felt like a dwarf w all the tall tall ceilings, and the I feel that everything seems kind of compact. A little squishy feel, but not to worry, I'll get used to this feeling really soon. Heeeheee ;)
He zou today was quite alright, but I sensed that Lao Shi wasn't in a very good mood. He didn't litereally scold anyone, just raise his voice. Sigh :/
A part of me feel like taking gz lessons @ Arts. But when I have this feel, the other part of me will say no no, you can't, think of the money. Ahhh! But with piano, it's unlikely. (gz fee is more ex) The thought of dropping piano did come into my mind, and I even consulted Grace about it. And she told me not to drop piano since I've already attained such a grade, it's quite a waste to drop it now. I really don't know what to do. And now, I'm enjoying piano lessons ;D (w all the songs and theory) I love both and I enjoy doing both. However however however, I think I can only choose one of them.
Sometimes I really think and wonder, what will happen to all my piano certs when I grow up. Do I really need them? & I feel that I'm greedy in a way sometimes. It's because I am the only one among my siblings to have music background (except for Alcina-gz). And sometimes I just find that Mummy is just spending too much money on me. I mean, spending money on grooming me and all. I know the finance is going to be uber tight if all of us learns a music instrument. Uh! I just feel that sometimes when meimei can't get certain things right, then they will condemn her and say that she isn't good and all. And their words demoralizes her, making her feel lousy of herself and all which therefore affect her performance even more! Arghhh, all this is so full of shit! >:(
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& I just hope that Amanda will take things astride and not dwell into too much. She's a strong girl and yes, I'm confident that she will pass through this. Everything in this world will come to an end, somehow someday. Not to worry or to be sad about because this means that they are together with our Heavenly Father. Your grandma will be blessed and taken care of.
